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 I look around me and all i see are people so sad and boring with their lives and... oh shit! people should be grateful just to survive every day but they keep search reasons to destroy their lives with fucking little things and i wonder WHY?
 God continues to give attempts to prove our faith in Him and all we do is give up and give up. Do you thing you relly will find happiness acting like this? Like a loser? No you'll not! nobody can do the best for your life is not trying to and just give up.
 I realized i'm one of the few people that know how to live my live and don't give up for things that happend, i'm trying to be a happy person in my future and not trying to live always looking for my past. Look at me i had depression when i was 12 and wasn't for love or nothing it was for not to be accept for my own parents, i have to live with it every fucking day on my live but i'm here, i won't say i'm on i want to be, but i'm trying and i will not stay on the same place and watch my live pass by me i'll do my best to have the better for me soon.
 Look at you... i had depression with 12 yeras old, i have to live with parents that say i'm stranger every day, i have to deal with the fact to have a boyfrind that lives 6 hours far from me.. and you are so bad why? You have your reasons? Deal with it!
 My frind say to me that she never had a house that she wants... she lives looking for the past. She's not dead, she can have this house. My father never do what he wants because my mother. He's not dead, he can live far from my mother if he wants, i'll support him if it is the better for. I'm not dead. You're not dead.
Think about it :)


xo.