millanessons' Journals on Buzznet http://millanessons.buzznet.com/user/journal/ en-us <![CDATA[The smile u hide]]> http://millanessons.buzznet.com/user/journal/3756121/ It's a song i listen. i love it. do you like it too?



The Smile U Hide - Enfuga

Why do you always make the wrong decision?
The wrong decision
Why do you always take the hardest way
And get hurt in the end?

Why do you always take the wrong direction?
The wrong direction?
Why do you always run in circles?
You might fall down

Chorus:
I'm gonna be your guide
The one who'll take your lies
And throw'em all away
I'm gonna drive you wild
I'm gonna chase the smile
You use to hide (yeah)
I'm gonna be your guide
The one who'll take your lies
And throw'em all away
I'm gonna drive you wild
I'm gonna chase the smile
You hide (yeah yeah)

Hey! why can't you see I'm always there to fix you?
I'm there to fix you
Hey! why do you always try to put them down?
Your heart is like a stone

No... don't try to runaway from your emotions
Your own emotions
Woo... give me a chance to make it simple
Give me a try

Chorus.

The guys are from Brazil but sing in english... it's a new band but is really good!
If you liked it you can listen here: http://www.myspace.com/enfugamusic
]]> Buzznet millanessons 2009-02-15T06:10:00Z <![CDATA[News]]> http://millanessons.buzznet.com/user/journal/3717811/ Hi guys... well i have good news :) my boyfriend (Rodrigo) will come to my house live with me... we don't married or something like this, he's coming to study here... and i'm very excited because our dream is to be married then it will be as a test... my parents are helping us... is it great, huh? *-*

And as some of you should know we are on school vacation here in brazil. Here the vocations start on december and go until february... and i'm having a good time.. i'll show you some pic's:
I'm ugly in this photo, but I like the way he kisses me... we're in love and i think it's easy to see in this pic... we took on my family farm.


in this one i'm taking care of my horse, her name is Zafira :) she is so sweaty from running alot.


this is my father, he likes to run!


my boyfriend learned to ride a horse on that day:)


this is me in my horse :)


we slept here.


my boyfriend and my cousins playinjg boll


we played tennis, he and my sister aganist me and my cousin haha it was fun



well this was my vocations with my boyfriend, last week he came back to São Paulo but not for long because next week he'll come back here to stay with me :) my vocations end this monday but i'm happy 'cause i'm gonna see my friends again...

that's all. xoxo

-mirian.
]]> Buzznet millanessons 2009-02-05T09:18:00Z <![CDATA[what's going on?]]> http://millanessons.buzznet.com/user/journal/3594551/  God continues to give attempts to prove our faith in Him and all we do is give up and give up. Do you thing you relly will find happiness acting like this? Like a loser? No you'll not! nobody can do the best for your life is not trying to and just give up.
 I realized i'm one of the few people that know how to live my live and don't give up for things that happend, i'm trying to be a happy person in my future and not trying to live always looking for my past. Look at me i had depression when i was 12 and wasn't for love or nothing it was for not to be accept for my own parents, i have to live with it every fucking day on my live but i'm here, i won't say i'm on i want to be, but i'm trying and i will not stay on the same place and watch my live pass by me i'll do my best to have the better for me soon.
 Look at you... i had depression with 12 yeras old, i have to live with parents that say i'm stranger every day, i have to deal with the fact to have a boyfrind that lives 6 hours far from me.. and you are so bad why? You have your reasons? Deal with it!
 My frind say to me that she never had a house that she wants... she lives looking for the past. She's not dead, she can have this house. My father never do what he wants because my mother. He's not dead, he can live far from my mother if he wants, i'll support him if it is the better for. I'm not dead. You're not dead.
Think about it :)


xo.
]]> Buzznet millanessons 2009-01-06T07:04:00Z <![CDATA[Tha last month of the year.]]> http://millanessons.buzznet.com/user/journal/3563681/  Now we all start to make wishes for the next, and my biggest wish for the next year is the same as last year and before that also, it's peace. More than just a wish is a need.

Well, this post is just to remember that's end of year and we have to have more plans for our life :)
New year people :D that's a new start.
]]> Buzznet millanessons 2008-12-30T12:24:00Z <![CDATA[It's ending...]]> http://millanessons.buzznet.com/user/journal/3508321/ When we think about Jesus or God so many thing come to our mind, but the truth is that He is the only way to keep living in a world with so many lies and violence... with easy thing coming to us but only "easy-bad-thing". We live in a world with so lie that when someone come saying that it knows the "true" we believe that. But it's so hard know that all was a lie.
 This year i find out the truth, and it was a problem. My family is catholic and when i start to find the truth in the bible and became christian my parents don't accpt me, and was a long way to make them see that my way to think won't interfere in all my way to be. But i think that now i'm getting it.
And this year i found my future husband too, Rodrigo. He make me so happy and i know that travel for 6 hours to see him isn't a waste of time. now i'm living the best part of my life with him, and probably he'll live with my in 2009. I'm so young but i really have sure that his what every women is looking for.
 This year i make friends and finish with some people that didn't make me feel right. So now i'm good now. I found bands, i read books, i start new class, i start work... i did so many things and i think now i'm starting my lie, not live under my parents anymore.
 I hope the next year is better for me and for everybody.

 --
 Mirian H.G.L.
(sorry for mistakes)
]]> Buzznet millanessons 2008-12-15T18:12:00Z